London, a tall, dark, handsome man, the Chimes of Big Ben whilst walking next to the Thames. He leans in and says ‘Welcome to London’ and kisses me.
I can’t believe it myself.
HURRAH. Now freedom to travel to see friends in London! Maybe Cardiff too. Not sure how I feel about the exams but you never know.
Also, finished Smiley’s People last night. Brilliant read, I love the era it’s set in, and Le Carré really paints a picture of the time in your head. Perfection. Absolute perfection.
My friend came from Hamburg to Exeter and we met up after New Years. Two years melted away and we had a lovely afternoon.
Je ne veux pas déjeuner, je veux seulement l’oublier, et puis je fume.
Exactement.
I’m torn up, but I think it’s what I want. I love him so much, but he doesn’t treat me the way I’d want to be treated for the rest of my life, and we’ve tried to put too much water under the bridge in the relaitonship. It’ll be hell. But I’m only 18 so I have years to get stronger because of it.
I’m struggling with eating issues again, and I don’t see myself getting healthier if I’m not around supportive people that make me happy. He never got how much we needed trust in a long distance relationship, he lied about too much, and I think it’s about to come to an end.
I love the anonymity of tumblr.
I’m feeling very undecided but positive. New people I’ve met and people from the past resurfacing has made for an interesting few weeks.
One constant is my Gran, she’s one of my best friends, and I love her dearly. 
